i could die for you

why always everything is exactly opposite. i dream about something which cannot happen.

my subconscious thinks that these feelings exist. but it's only in my head. reality is different. 

 why dreams so rarely come true. especially when it comes to important things. like happiness.

i'm just pretending and small things don't satisfy me anymore. but i'm thankful for them anyway.

i just live in some kind of lie. i cheat on me.